you know I’d love to get to heaven
Dennen’s Blessed
I welcome the sun
The clouds and rain
The wind that sweeps the sky
clean and lets the sun shine again
I dwell in the darkness
I let in the light
I sleep in the afternoon
and become the noise in the night
I trespass in temptation, suffer in sacrifice
But I awake each day with the new sunrise.
sequelitis
- Rodrigo: what is your favorite SNES game?
- Carlos: Oh, man, S.M.W. was neat and SF2 was also legendary, but as sequelitis would say, megamanX "makes my dick rock hard"
- Rodrigo: I read "Megan Fox", there, for a second
- Carlos: She also does the trick
And then, on May 29th of 2007, silence came to take her, leaving in silence everybody who loved her.
How sweet it is
How sweet it is. I’m still impressed by car accidents. Sarah hated cars, whenever she could, she would rather go to places walking. She would religiously get out of home and walk to the beach, every afternoon, wearing always the same kind of clothes. Religiously followed to Leme’s rock, at Leme beach, and there she stood, staring at the sea, for hours, at her favorite spot: “let’s stay at the spot with no cars”, she would say. Sarah saw no loneliness at this “ritual” that she already followed, way before I joined here every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, and she kept on following this ritual, without me, every Thursday and Tuesday. I remember how she never took off both of her earphones, she was always wearing one of them, with the other one hanging loose to hear the teacher during classes. That phone would immediately return to her year as soon as the class was over. Sarah loved what she called “musical silence”, and this “silence” was more calming than anything, for her. Even with a sense of solitude, Sarah always tried to reach out for me, and ‘till the last minute I could, I was with her. Until she boarded the plane, I was with her. Through her months outside the country, I don’t know if she kept her “musical silence” ritual, but I am sure that she must have felt suffocated for being away from the ocean. And then, on May 29th of 2007, silence came to take her, leaving in silence everybody who loved her.
Never Forget: 29/05/2007
29052007
“No single thing is perfect by itself. That’s why we’re born to attract other things to make up for what we lack.”
Nana
In this world, not everything will be won by justice… If you want to win, you have to learn how to cheat.
I never go after the right girl. I never go after the single, available, normal girl who is totally hitting on me.
I have to go after the crazy psycho who broke up 3 days ago, after the girl who is currently committed with that guy I see everyday, after the girl who said 5 times that doesn’t find me attractive and never will hook up with me… Or any other of the sort.
I don’t know if going for the girl I’ll probably end up having a relationship just bores me, or if I am self-sabotaging by going after things I know that will not work out, or if I want to have an excuse ready to give up as soon as it starts working out…
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
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I am so very ashamed of my bad spelling, dictation, intonation, voice and the bad quality of the recording, not to mention my stupid accent. I was so desperate to finish it that I read it with a stupid fast speed that made it even worse.
Still, I couldn’t deny the request from Nahlia, , so here it is, a spoken version of “blind spell” (http://29052007.tumblr.com/post/23192954242/blind-spell).
